Show

The show looks fantastic. We put a lot of work into it today but I’m not really thinking about that right now.

My mom told me about the safety precautions we need to take if there’s an emergency. I know it’s just something that she has to do in order to keep us safe, but it’s scares the shit outta me. I’ve got a lot of things I need to do before I die, so it really can’t be now.

The play we’re doing is quite symbolic. It’s really going to affect people as they watch, and I’m kinda nervous about that. Interesting that we are doing a play about a war when there is a war going on… and the war is happening right near opening night. It’s crazy, and right now I’m just trying to step outside of my fears and just chill. Going to sleep right now would be the best idea…. so that’s what I’m going to do.

I’m also a little worried about the stress levels of people in the show. I think with the war, opening night, and school shit, we’re really floundering. But it’ll all be awesome when we’re on that hill dancing the Apache. Thoughts of that are keeping me alive!

My mom AND dad forgot it was their anniversary today. Haha.

Alright, it truly is bed time. I’m thankful for everything that I got, because I’m realizing now that it isn’t all stable. So here’s to whatever stuff life’s made of.